Chapter 39 - Transmigrated into the world of an NTR novel as the NTR Bastard

039 I Will Love Every Rainy Day in the Future "Why..." Luo Qingchuan felt an indescribable surge of emotions. It was as if his soul was imprisoned by Su Yingxue. "The cat left me on its own, but came back to me because it hadn't eaten... I love it so much, but what am I to it..." After hearing Su Yingxue's words, Luo Qingchuan's mind went blank. He hugged the person beneath him tenderly. After a short while. Su Yingxue lightly bit her lip, her gaze blurred as she raised Luo Qingchuan's shoulder and looked at him with increasingly disheveled breaths. Su Yingxue smiled elegantly, her face exuding gracefulness. "Is this exciting? You just got it on." But Luo Qingchuan used his hand to smooth the sweat-soaked hair on Su Yingxue's forehead. "Did the cat come back?" he asked, lying beside the girl. "It came back. It's really like a dream. It ran away for a month, but still remembered where my home is..." Su Yingxue leaned half of her body on Luo Qingchuan's, gently saying, "I touched the cat's neck, fed it, and bathed it. Luo Qingchuan, I can't bring myself to hurt it." Su Yingxue smiled charmingly. "Because, because I found out that the cat is really cute!" Her eyes glistened with wetness, like beautiful morning stars shining with a faint and exquisite brilliance. "I was just happy back then, Luo Qingchuan. I was just really happy and forgot about everything else." Luo Qingchuan suddenly wanted to cry. His fingertips brushed the girl's hair, gently caressing her head, as a profound sense of compassion emerged for Su Yingxue. Wiping her tears away, Su Yingxue sweetly laughed. "The cat has become chubby again. If you want to pet it in the future, I can take you along. It's really well-behaved." Luo Qingchuan pulled the blanket up to cover her, embracing the girl's delicate shoulders, looking directly into her face, their faces so close that Su Yingxue's cheeks turned rosy and her eyelashes fluttered uncontrollably. Luo Qingchuan gently said, "You're amazing." "This is something I wouldn't dare say to anyone else..." She closed her eyes, feeling shy. "Will you hate me?" "Everyone has a dark side, bad thoughts," Luo Qingchuan said calmly with a smile, "I don't find that strange or bad. On the contrary, I think you have a softer heart than many people." Luo Qingchuan vividly remembered that he had also considered using Chen Yanyu to kill Zuo Tian. He had entertained such thoughts. Su Yingxue buried her face in Luo Qingchuan's chest, softly choking, "I said something terrible, I'm sorry." "Let's not talk about phones anymore." Luo Qingchuan smiled and said, "I'll take good care of you for sure." With a soft chuckle, Su Yingxue wiped away her tears. "Stop talking... it's embarrassing..." "Then, let's continue," Luo Qingchuan said. It wasn't enough to simply satisfy her; he felt that Su Yingxue probably felt the same way. And he had to make it up to her properly. "Huh? Be careful... it's still sensitive..." With Su Yingxue's exclamation, Luo Qingchuan started teasing her again. The bed in the bedroom trembled slightly as the girl's eyes glowed with tenderness. They didn't stop until late at night. After tidying up a bit, they fell asleep without knowing when. ... ... ... When the sky was still dimly lit. Luo Qingchuan heard the pitter-patter of raindrops. He opened his eyes, put on his pajamas, and walked out of the bedroom. There, he saw the black-haired girl sitting by the floor-to-ceiling window, watching the rain. Su Yingxue woke up early. She wore her school uniform neatly and freshened up, hugging her knees, she looked up at the cloudy sky above the courtyard, gazing at the raindrops falling on the flowers and grass. Cute water droplets splashed in the small pond. Luo Qingchuan took off a coat and walked over, draping it over Su Yingxue's shoulders. "You're awake?" Su Yingxue touched the coat on her body, her face slightly red. "I'm not cold." "I'm afraid you'll be cold," Luo Qingchuan sat down beside her, crossing his legs. Su Yingxue smiled gently, lying on Luo Qingchuan's thighs like a little cat. Her ink-black eyes, bright and beautiful, gazed at his tender face. "I've also thought of many terrible things, but I've only done one." "Hmm?" Luo Qingchuan was curious. He gently held Su Yingxue's hand and said with a smile, "Tell me about it." Su Yingxue's lips twitched. Her expression was so gentle, as if lying in the warm sunshine, "Sometimes, when I look down from a high place, I have the urge to jump. I feel like I'm living a tiring life, but I don't dare to jump because I know it leads to an abyss that cannot be undone." Su Yingxue continued to smile, "So I thought, what if I have the misfortune of encountering a bad person who wants to harm me?" Luo Qingchuan froze. Raindrops fell continuously, creating a gentle and subtle white noise. "If, and only if, that happens, if the bad person wants to stab me with a knife, to let me die on the cold ground, I won't be terrified, nor will I resist. I will peacefully rest in the darkness." Su Yingxue's voice was clear and crisp, even more melodious than raindrops, tender and moving, making people feel heartache. "I encountered a bad person." Her eyes reflected Luo Qingchuan's face. "The bad person is very gentle." Suddenly, the girl sat up on his lap, her faint fragrance entering Luo Qingchuan's heart. "So, I decided to be a little bad," Su Yingxue whispered in Luo Qingchuan's ear. "I bullied the bad person." Luo Qingchuan understood everything. She had already stood on the edge of the cliff, but Luo Qingchuan didn't push her. She wanted to fall on her own. "But I'm lucky, because the bad person really loves me." Luo Qingchuan couldn't help but laugh. "Because I want to be a good person." Su Yingxue ruffled Luo Qingchuan's slightly messy hair, her actions incredibly gentle, full of the love of a lover. "So, I didn't fall into the darkness and abyss. Luo Qingchuan, I fell into the sunlight. It's like I've come alive." Su Yingxue gently moved away, standing elegantly by the window, gazing at the sky. The rain dripped incessantly. Luo Qingchuan looked at her. "Do you like rainy days?" "I don't like them," Su Yingxue replied. "Yes, I remember you said you dislike the noise," Luo Qingchuan smiled and asked, "Let's go back then." Su Yingxue shook her head at Luo Qingchuan. "But now, I like rainy days." "Hmm?" Luo Qingchuan was slightly puzzled. "Why?" He saw the girl walk up to him and hold his hand. Her hand was soft and slender. Luo Qingchuan saw a beam of light shining on Su Yingxue's face. At some point, The rain had stopped. The ink-like clouds drifted and dissipated in the sky. Beams of light brushed across the exquisite and bustling city after the rain, the post-rain Tyndall effect was enchanting, and the long, cold night and storm had dissipated. The light depicted a radiant golden outline for them. Luo Qingchuan saw the most beautiful smile on Su Yingxue's gorgeous face. She was truly stunning. It was indescribable beauty, to the point that Luo Qingchuan forgot to breathe, foolishly looking at her. "Because... being able to sit with you and watch the rain, I feel so romantic." Su Yingxue smiled and said to Luo Qingchuan, "So in the future, I will love every rainy day."